I don't wanna be close with my true life
Cause I know that I'm casting myself on the shit....
I'm trying thousands times to ckeck out if it's on my turn
But finaly I realize that the fact isn't so that easy as I thought
Time have changed so many things,even people
Part of "Good Friends" became more strange than I've ever seen
When I met a new day break
Suddenly,I found that I didn't know whom they were
amazing fact attacked me....
I used to hide myself with a over yuk
But now ,I don't have any strength
even if a artificail lip's movement

From that moment,the fucking truth put me in a dilemma
R o L?
Right o Left?
Reality o Lie?

I wish God would come to save me,
When,Where,How
Well,I've no idea
But the fucking pills are sleepping on the drawer beside me
When I get enough courage
I'll take them just like Vitamin C....
All deal in this way

I need more time to think of it...

to make a ...decision...

Tomorro I will be so normal as peacetime，
Don't worry
I still haven't got the key

Nobody knows.....

三年前，某人说：我要去追求我的梦想...就这样扔下一切走了
三年后，他还是回到了他原来的人生
没有突破，日子还和以前一样，终日做着一些有的没的的事情
幸好，他还有哥们

我也需要他那样的勇气，扔下一切
我也需要他那样的运气，不是每个人都能够再回到原点

我能扔得下一切么？
我能有那样的运气么？
我能有他那样的哥们吗？...


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我喜欢的歌【王子的新衣】

我睡了一觉却更觉得疲劳
头发纠结像一把稻草
在镜子前面穿了又再脱掉
透过皮肤看得到心跳

两条锁骨苍白的线条
挂着隐形沈重的背包
我的赤裸没人看到
就像讲话没人了

沙发变成电椅让人麻痹
对话的只有冷气在为我叹息

如果王子的新衣可以让我挑选
我的动脉会被看见
宁可危险有些疯癫没有遮掩
穿着王子的新衣在人群面前
想看看你们疯狂的脸
会爱我不爱我不必敷衍
冒着绝对的风险
是靠在我胸前还是说再见

我洗了一个澡烟雾缠绕
突然很喜欢氧气的稀薄
地板的水有个旋涡
我常常幻想能被他吞噬掉

身上的水不想擦掉
在床上会躺成独特的符号
等世界需要对我骚扰
当它是我的海报

你说你的道理我不反击
但这是我的游戏有我的规矩

领口很透明可以算计喉结跳动的频率
双手拥抱的用力你看得清
我的肩我的膝受伤留下的痕迹
我愿意都透明全部透明

我的王子的新衣依然挂在房间
等待机会出场表演
到那一天或许我会不再无言